#hate that I’m like this fr.
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Hate being the burden that everyone just wants to move on and grow up ‼️
my family lives in a 2 bedroom house so my younger sister and mom share a room but like… she’s going into high school soon. And with my friend that was the youngest sibling with the exact same bedroom arrangement as us, she COULDN’T WAIT for her brother to move out, she was counting the days and wishing he’d just get a job and go already.
And now that’s me !! Like fuck I hate being a huge unwanted inconvenience like this, and being too pathetic to get a job or to truly want to move somewhere else. I hate being the thing that is in everyone’s way and making their lives more miserable
#I know it’s just my insecurities probably but I swear now that my sister is older she probably sees me as soooo mf pathetic lmfao like she—#is constantly going out with friends and doing shit and she just signed up for the fuckin gym and every time she comes home I’m just here#looking like something that crawled out of the sewer#and she’s been making herself look so nice lately… to the point where at 14 she looks more like an adult than I do.#like god I’d be so fuckin disgusted and second hand embarrassed if I had to walk in and see me every time like she does#even when I’m kind of trying to look presentable I still look like shit#hate that I’m like this fr.#me talking#need to be shot amen#also fuckin hate how my moods are at least 80% dependant on what’s going on around me… like oh my sisters upset? time to think about how—#horrible of a person I am and start hating my guts again… oh someone else has lives in x place/has x job? time to feel gut wrenching—#inadequacy/pain about my own life and where I’m going even if I can usually feel neutral/accepting about it any other time#like 90% of the times I cry is when someone else is upset/stressed about something entirely unrelated to me and it sends me into a self hat#spiral lmfao like wth#maybe it’s the repression idk guys 🤷#I’m starting to get so fucking tired of me
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#girlblogger#girlblogging#hyper feminine#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del rey#lizzy grant#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girl blog#girl blogger#girl interrupted#coqquette#coqeutte#femcel#girl things#cinnamon girl#im just a girl#tumblr girls#hell is a teenage girl#manic pixie dream girl#just like me fr#just girly thoughts#just girly posts#i’m just a girl#just girly things#female manipulator#dark femininity#adult human female#female hysteria#female rage#localy hated
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katara sees her brother and bff approaching something that can make them happy and says no interruptions
based on this photo from the live action cast
#my art#i learned SO MUCH about digital coloring while working on this. i can’t wait to try to put it to practice from the start and on purpose#instead of stumbling upon leagues of info when i was already 95% done lol#anyways#zukka#idc about tagging rn tbh i’m tired#fuck backgrounds dude#hate that shit#i need to do lighting studies fr tho#i can’t do interesting light i just. don’t have the knowledge#makes me sad cuz lighting really makes or breaks pieces it seems#also lol i started this then stopped for like two hours and just sketched katara a fuck ton#what i landed on here isn’t my favorite but i liked the soft + gently amused emotion she’s showing#ok whatever i’m done rambling#post
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guess who’s sick
n not the cool sick i mean actually sick
i am NOT doing good LETS SEE IF I END UP IN THE HOSPITAL AGAIN YEAHHHH💪💪💪💪 they love me
ANYWAYYYYY jokes uhhh here’s bill n my billsona
next part of roomie cipher should be coming out maybe tomorrow btw
also like don’t listen to me i’m like running on 0 hours of sleep i’m LOSINGGG ITTTT
#but likeeee my billsona is so fun to draw i thinks YIPPE#lmao srry my body hates me#I AM GODS WEAKEST WARRIOR PDHSKFVDSG#i’m being like so fr actually i’ve had pneumonia like 3 times already#GOING FOR NUMBER 4 LETS SEE IF I SURVIVE#JOKING BTW sowwy#mental health n physical health r NOTTTT DOING GOOD RN LMAOO#OH MY GODDDDD SHUT UPPPPP ME 🙄🙄🙄#i’m only kinda losing it#ANYWAY WATCH THE MOVIE THREE MEN AND A BABY ITS SO GOOD ITS SO CUTE#gravity falls#bill cipher#billsona#the book of bill#squidflavoredsoup
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ive always held the belief that the doctor, upon making ashildr immortal, somehow managed to find one of the few beings in existence who would not and will not ever get along with jack harkness.
the ashildr and jack in my brain fucking HATE each other and I find it so fucking funny. jack and clara? besties, lovers, soulmates, have exchanged wedding rings. ashildr and clara? besties, partners in crime, unrequited childhood crush to closest friend and confidant. jack and ashildr? literally what is wrong with you you’re so annoying I hate you why the fuck am I stuck here with you of all goddamn people I wish you would die and stay dead thank god my memory doesn’t last forever so I don’t have to be tortured by every irritating thing you’ve ever done oh my god you’re so boring what did you get clara for her birthday are you coming early to the party to help set up yes okay great fuck you bye
#I’m sure other people have hcs of them getting along but I personally cannot imagine them being anything but catty hateful gay nemeses with#clara in the middle like are you two fucking fr#dw hc#mios#ashildr#lady me#jack harkness#clara oswald#doctor who#500#immortal ex companions polycule#1k
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“They were once again standing on either side of the elegant stone pensieve, white-knuckled hands gripping its edges as they stared, wide-eyed, at each other. Their faces were so close together that the air Eloise breathed out was inhaled by Sebastian.
They stayed like that for seconds, minutes, hours, unable - unwilling - to break the spell.”
From chapter 11 of my fic 😇
#now KISS 😇😇#jajajajajajaj not for like 10 more chapters I LOVE a slow burn🥹#tbh as soon as I played the restricted section quest I basically stopped playing the game bc I got the idea for this fic 😆#I changed that whole quest completely and now my story doesn’t follow the game AT ALL jajajajajajajaj#let’s just say…the memory Eloise sees in the restricted section is NOT like in the game AT ALL🙏#anyways driving my neighbors crazy bc I’m listening to the same two songs on repeat😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇😇#wait what the heck I’ll just reblog with the songs!! they are so Seb/eloise in my mind#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#sebastian sallow#eloise babbit#sebastian sallow fanart#sebastian sallow x mc#ARGH AUTOCORRECT THIS IS WHY I SHOILD JUST COPY AND PASTE !!!!#I hate my Spanish keyboard fr!!!!!
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It’s never overstated to me when people are like “work out bc it makes you feel better” bc it literally does. I think what I used to get hung up on is making the perfect schedule / wanting to know what I was doing right away. But it’s also okay to flounder at first and experiment w things and figure out what works for you and your body. The important thing is you’re starting out bc your body really will thank you for it later down the line. You cannot keep pushing it off it will add up
#“Work out not bc you hate your body but bc u love it” is the truest statement ever#I also don’t think a gym membership is needed bc I know straight up athletes who only ever do bodyweight workouts#It helps me so that’s why I have one but it’s by no means necessary#I still do at home workouts at times bc I think they’re rly fun and a nice switch up#And just playing around and finding out what works for me but what also challenges me#I don’t think I perfected it yet but I’m doing lots of research & experimenting w things & I also just love the endorphins it gives me#My friend and I are ab to start regularly biking through nature trails & I think that will be so therapeutic for me bc I usually just#Work out at the gym/at home. It’ll be a nice little addition#And buying cute workout two pieces actually motivates me to work out too they make me feel like a Pinterest girl fr
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hate it when there’s already enough characters & they bring in a new one to take up all the attention from the already interesting characters. like ok. no one asked
#I usually end up warming up but I do seem to often hafe new characters#I hate Harry’s ex wife fr she’s so annoying like omg who caress#how many love interests does Harry need#like he has enough. this is too many. what was the point of her showing up. go away & stop causing drama there’s enough going on#with the alien plot & all the other love & family drama among the characters#this just feels so pointless. what’s the point of her#I’m watching resident alien btw#sorry I’ve been silent so far I’ve just been casually liking it#my toxic trait is I only comment on stuff I don’t like lol#tv tag#resident alien
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So can we get an all women’s season of physical 100 XD I’m pretty sick of the constant “well they’re not physically strong so our team is going to suck” it’s pretty fucking annoying when it happens to literally every single woman contestant :/
#physical 100#Netflix physical 100#physical 100 season 2#p100s2#Netflix physical 100 season 2#I want an all women’s season so bad bc at this point it seems impossible for a woman to win#but also I’m tired of constantly listening to all the men belittle them#I was talking to a friend and she mentioned literally even just actually having half of the contests be women would be pretty fair#bc rn it’s literally like 8-100#that or literally have a men’s/women’s season#ACTUALLY BE FAIR#I also hate how little they focus on the women#even when they’re doing the challenges!!!#there’s literally 4 people and the woman doesn’t even get to say anything on andre’s intra team roller match#I SAY THIS BECAUSE I LOVE THIS SHOW FR#I SEE SO MUCH POTENTIAL#I just can’t help and notice what seems to be an obvious issue 😭😭😭
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#girlblogging#girlhood#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#tumblr girls#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del rey#girlboss fr#hell is a teenage girl#this is what makes us girls#girlhood is a spectrum#girl interupted syndrome#brat summer#sylvia plath#the virgin suicides#lana how i hate those guys#adrianne lenker#he hit me and it felt like a kiss#lizzy grant#cecilia lisbon#courtney love#female manipulator#i’m just a girl#dolette#elizabeth grant#2014 tumblr#bed rotting#coney island queen#going crazy#paper bag
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It’s a little bit ‘I was the match and you were the rock, maybe we started this fire/We sat apart and watched all we had burn on the pyre,’ and ‘Do you understand that we will never be the same again?’ from Bastille’s The Things We Lost In The Fire
and a little bit:
‘A l’instar de son aîné, Caius Antonius sait se montrer délicieux. Il est cultivé, intelligent, plein d’esprit, gracieux, amiable. Surtout, il appartient à la même génération que Brutus, au même milieu. Depuis le départ de Cassius pour l’Orient, il y à quatre mois, Marcus a vécu avec des hommes dont il pourrait être le père, ou avec les soldats, des bas officiers plus âgés mais qui ne sont pas de son monde.’
and also
‘En juin, Cassius a enlevé Laodicée et définitivement défait les forces de Dolabella. Jugeant les autres à sq propre mesur, le beau Publius Cornelius s'est souvenu de ce qu'il avait fait subir à Trebonius…Cassius passant pour un homme violent et rancunier, pour un ami fidèle aussi, Dolabella s'est dit qu'il allait payer la mort horrible de l'ancien gouverneur.’
Brutus: Assassin par idéal, Anne Berner
actually it’s mostly about how my entire playlist for the road leading up to Philippi (after both Brutus and Cassius leave Rome after the assassination of Caesar) is Bastille’s Bad Blood album on repeat. I want their relationship to get messy. There’s another version of this scene that gets a lot more teeth to the subtext of the conversation, but I wanted to play around with it first before committing to like. room layouts. there was originally a couple of transitional panels before the last 2 because I wanted Brutus to really chew on this thought he has, but augh. stairs. didn’t feel like drawing those.
ko-fi⭐ bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost ⭐ cara.app
#that Brutus bio is not good but it IS very fun if he’s like. your favorite blorbo. if HBO Rome’s wet cat of a Brutus is your man#then this is the book for you#roman republic tag#komiks tag#drawing tag#marcus junius brutus#gaius cassius longinus#The real reason I did this is bc I wanted to scribble some architecture. I need. To treat the setting like a character#but my god do I hate drawing columns#also I think half breakups can be the height of romance. where are my fellow fans of the heirs. you know the break up scene#I’m thinking about. It’s been over ten years and I’m still thinking about them. Love teams want the hold that those two#had on me fr#they do kiss and make up about it later but it’s kind of tragic for Cassius
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ryan bergara vs. compliments, a long running battle.
#watcher#watcher entertainment#ryan bergara#shane madej#steven lim#shane ryan steven#shane and ryan#besties fr#we are watcher#pod watcher#watcher pod#watcher podcasts#he’s so me#well kinda#i love being given compliments but i hate accepting them if that makes sense?#because every time somebody gives me a compliment i want to tell them “i don’t deserve that”#but like it’s rude to argue with them about it cause i don’t want to undermine and disregard how they think of me#or seem attention seeking#but i also don’t want them to think i’m cocky by accepting compliments 😭#but i never bring this up cause I do indeed like being complimented#🧍🏻♀️🧍🏻♀️🧍🏻♀️#anyone else like this? lmfao
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#girlblogger#girlblogging#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#hyper feminine#lana del ray aesthetic#lana del rey#lizzy grant#girl blog#girl blogger#girl interrupted#coquette#femcel#localy hated#female manipulator#dark femininity#female rage#divine feminine#adult human female#female hysteria#hell is a teenage girl#girl things#cinnamon girl#im just a girl#tumblr girls#manic pixie dream girl#just like me fr#lana stan#just girly posts#i’m just a girl#just girly thoughts
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in the hypster magazine, when asked if there was anything he reeeeeaaaaally wanted, ichiro responded that he wants one of those robot cleaners and you know else has been asking for that exact thing lmao????
#this is vee speaking#ichiro does a lot of trekking for his job on top of manual labour so he totally should be eyeing roombas#kuukou just hates cleaning LOL#(in kuukou’s defence that is a very large temple for only two people to be taking care of lol i’d be tired of cleaning everyday too 😤)#so inevitably when jiro and saburo have left home and ichiro can do whatever he pleases#he will move in with kuukou bc they’re now married and fr this time lol and they will buy a roomba for the temple LOL#ichiro said he wanted to discuss with his bros how to afford one i think and i’m curious about which angle that’s for#like less allowance (procured from their family business and is therefore a wage cut basically lol) or do they work more jobs????#*steeples hands* how DOES yorozuya yamada handle its finances LMAO#vee is arting
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Dabi is sooo stray cat coded to me. you find him hurt and bleeding near your house one day, and maybe you only clean his wounds and feed him whatever you had in the fridge, and he just keeps coming back. keeps finding a reason to return to you—he left his phone charger—he never returned your Tupperware—he needs the recipe for that one dish you made that one time even though he knows it’s just a gateway for you to cook it for him again.
and after a while, you just start inviting him in with no hesitation or need of an excuse. he’s such a stray cat kinda dude, just slinks in whenever he feels like it. knocks things over because he finds your reactions funny. steals your food and your warmth and your side of the bed.
after a while, you two fall into a routine with each other. he comes over and messes with you until he gets bored and leaves again, only to pop up in fewer intervals every time. but, as time goes on, in those moments, he just likes to watch you. keep his hands to himself—sometimes—and admires your daily routine. thinks to himself that this is what normalcy is like, asks himself why does he crave it with you so badly?
Dabi watches you from the corner of your bed as you sit in front of your mirror to dab on your makeup. he’s learned what the hell primer and bronzer is and the quickest way to do eyeliner, and it fascinates him more than it should. he watches you prance out of the bathroom after a shower in just your underwear and a towel on your head. how you lather your skin in these fancy oils and body butters, but finds himself asking if they’re safe on still healing burned skin.
he watches you cook him dinner and clean the living room and enjoy your shitty music and tv shows and cry over your dumb romance books and he just. he just can’t believe he’s fallen into this domesticity with you, this normalcy, as he finds himself not watching anymore but doing—with you, beside you. and he finds that he likes it. just a little.
#I love this dude fr#I had a dream about him last night#actually I had two dreams#and one was about me being obsessed w this girl after she saved me#but she hated me bc she wasn’t gay lmfao#BUT HIS dream I don’t even remember honestly#just us sitting in a room painted orange with a bunch of Knick knacks in it#idk I’ve been having like twenty dreams a night#ANYWAY I’m obsessed w him vury much so#ALSO I got some chunky yarn for crocheting so wish me luck in trying it again!!!!#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#dabi treats! 🍬
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i was debating posting
Anyway Mike banner again
#I’m not doing this with will#I HATE MIKE BANNRR !!!!!#Joke#not really ☝️#this was a request#I didn’t want to post this at first cause I didn’t want it too come off as like#Bad yk#I’m not that kinda artist I swearsies#Going back to drawing Taylor now 🫶🫶#I imagine him to be buff fr#Or am I just wrong but probably not cause he looks buff#I used a reference somewhere on Pinterest#school bus graveyard#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard webtoon#mike banner
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